Another Day

It hurts today.
Hurts.
I don't think it's ever going to go away.
I don't think I'm being a perfectionist as many people say.
It hurts me to live right now.
All I want is to do the same reasonable things that are expected of everyone else.
Go to a job every day, do my work and pay my bills without feeling isolated and afraid for no reason.
Maintain healthy relationships.
Enjoy my life.
The Dialectical Behavioral Therapy catch-phrase is "Creating a Life Worth Living."
They don't call it "The Please Don't Kill Yourself" Therapy approach, but it is.
And it works, I'm told.
Just not so far today.